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Friday April 30, 2004

new album!

Hey guys, i have successfully put up a new album! Go check it out! It's entitled For The Love Of Photography.

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long long journey..

At last, I'm heading back to my hometown later this evening and it's gonna be a long long journey home all the way from Cyberjaya. I was just trying to add a new album of my photography pictures in my photo album but somehow or rather, it kept telling me there's a script error of some sort. Gotta ask my darling how to fix that. He's sleeping like a piggy now.

I'm still a lil' crazy over the amount of assginments which I have but I know I have to endure! Ah well, the end of the semester is around the corner! I have around 5 more weeks to go to complete everything! I can't wait...can't wait for that sweet sweet liberty of having no assignments or whatsoever!

Gezz, the stupid people in my registry lost my pictures for the student card again! Can you believe it, it's already near the end of my semester and I have yet to get my student card. Riddiccccuulllouusss!!!

anyway, i better go pack up now..cos' i take forever to do so. I will be back on sunday to continue my routine of crazy assignments.. sigh..

Posted by snow at 12:10 PM | Comments (0)

Sunday April 18, 2004

the sum of all depressions!

Damn, I'm so utterly broke now that I'm depressed. Already I'm living in a very sad and far far away land, being broke is the last thing I want. It's only the middle of the month now and I have nothing to spend or look forward to for the rest of the month. I have to worry about needing money to print my assignments, to buy those unnecessary stupid advertising books which is compulsary, gasoline and etc! Shite..this is bad. The thing about human nature is, the more outta money you are, the more you feel like you just wanna chill in someplace nice such as Coffee Bean, or Starbucks or go shopping or whatever that requires money. Money spending is the most fun of all activities.

I really don't know what to do now. I can't go back to my hometown cos' though everyone from my uni is having a one week semester break, the degree students such as myself are not allowed to have all these breaks and we will still have classes and tutorials. What nonsense. I wanna get out of this place. I wanna go out and meet my friends and chill out. Well, guess I can't do any of those since I'm broke now and my dear Colin's broke as hell too. The expenses here in Cyberjaya is a killer. Everything is expensive and there are a lotta things you can't get from here which means that you gotta travel all the way to some other places to grab your necessities which eats up a lotta petrol. This is sad.. really sad..and depressing..

Colin's just lying in bed now refusing to wake up. He's really depressed too. He feels that the only thing that doesn't require money is for him to just laze on the bed and do nothing which is true but again, depressing. For the first time, he mentioned to me last night that he's really bored of staying at home. When it comes to him mentioning it, it shows that the level of boredom is ultimate! Even his pc games couldn't take away his boredom. The two of us really need to get out of this place. But how?

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Wednesday April 14, 2004

remedy for the restless soul

It's 6 plus in the morning now and the restless soul refuses to fall asleep. I wonder, what can I do with this very confused, stressed out and restless one? There're too much going on in the mind but yet, it begs to rest but the inner one refuses to give up. Here it goes again, the battle of the mind, soul and body. This insomnia is definitely coming back again for it has been like this for the past few nights and I refuse to go back to the medication alternative.

With eyes wide open on the warm bed in a very chilled room feels like winter. Sometimes, I think winter is sad, but when you watch a child who's very fast asleep keeps the heart warm and joyful. As I lie awake stroking the child's forehead, I can't help but realise how much I love him and I can't bear to not have this precious soul beside me every night with him embracing me to keep me warm.

Ah, the birds are beginning to warm up their throats outside the windows now preparing for the day ahead. As for me, the restless soul, I somehow want to look forward to a beautiful day ahead. I want to tell myself that I am going to be happy today and nothing is going to stop me but somehow or rather, it is pretty depressing to not have enough will power to do so. It would be nice to think that it's gonna be a wonderful day as you walk out of your doorstep, feeling a little chilly, but yet the warm sun smiles on your delicate skin. How wonderful it is to also think that you'll be out in the chilly morning sipping coffee in an open air cafe looking at all the other pretty and happy faces passing by. Ah, what a nice way to relax.

But being here where I am now is such a turn off to what I yearn for. All you get every morning are idiotic drivers trying to send you off to your grave early in the morning when the angels are just upon waking up, and also stepping out of the doorstep only to get too much sun and an all pervading heat bad enough to turn you into barbequed human instantly.

But then again, I shall keep indulging in my wishful thinking to keep myself happy all day. You never know how far your imaginations might take you...

Posted by snow at 07:01 AM | Comments (4)

Friday April 09, 2004

hollywood degraded..

I was just helping colin in a long long day of video shoot today starring Jon Gordon and Lily and everything was perfect until I came in with my important role as a FAKE BLOOD APPLICATOR! haha. My job was to flick the fake blood (made out of corn syrup which looks really authentic) beside the camera towards Jon (the main actor who's supposed to turn into some sorta psychopath) to look like blood was squirting out of his victim unto him. Ah well, we only had one shot to take for that particular scene cos once the white shirt is stained, it's done.

As I was trying my best to do my part flicking fake blood professionally at Jon, trying to only stain his shirt and face but not his pants, Colin realised later that my tiny lil' hand (doing the fake blood thingy) was in the frame too!! DARNN!!! The acting was perfect and filled with expressions and emotions and everything was the bomb until my stupid hand decided to join in the crowd too. haha.. but it was hilarious. Guess my poor baby has to put his professional editing into practice now.

Posted by snow at 11:42 PM | Comments (0)