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Friday March 30, 2007
Rest, my love
To him,
To say that I am not waiting is a denial
A shield I have formed
To protect my fragile soul
The thought of going through such agony
Brings silent tears,
Suppressed memories,
Faded spirit and sleepless nights.
It finally fell apart
The denial I've tried so hard
To form some kind of perfection
But the main inner voice has spoken
And put the rest to sleep
Awaking the one
Calm but fearful character.
Will you hate me, my love
When I really turn away
Succumbing to instant gratifications
Turning to those
Who have always yearned for me
Craved for me.
Will you hate me, my love
If I force my heart to stop beating
To stop beating for you
Breathing for you
To form a whole new utopia
Without you in it.
On my pillow I smell you
I hear you in my silent nights
The words you have whispered
In my ears, they sound so sweet
In my soul, they put me to sleep.
I know that i shouldn't wait
So I shall go seek
For unnecessary distractions
Maybe my soul
Will come to terms with this
For all I need
Is to chant every night
In melancholy I calm myself
Rest, my love, rest.
Posted by snowism at March 30, 2007 01:51 AM